November 2009
4 posts
Alll nightt
well i have hella shit to do so i’ll probably be up till 2 or something but ugh basially idk like i do like him? but then like later i think like wait…i dont? so confusing..because i was going to ask him how he is but then i know after i ask him hes going to ask me how i am but idk what i’m going to tell him like do i tell him how i really feel? or just be like oh i’m fine?...
UGh
well i do water polo and i’m trying to get rl to do it…idk i really want him to it..but idk why..its just like nice if he did do it because i would see him like everyday and at like tournaments but hes not doing it which is fustrating me! ugh and hes saying that he might not do swimming…which is totally stupid so yeah. he should just do it so he can stay in shape for swimming...
rl
yeah..well basically we started to have a thing at the end of swim season lol because we both swim and he asked me out on my birthday and yeah then we were with eachother for about like 2 months? and then we broke up and then got back together a week later. well i broke up with him because i wasnt sure if i still liked him. and i mean i cant control that! well at that time i thought i didnt like...
First?
sooo yeah i guess this is my first post lol. i’m not exactly sure why i got it but i guess it would be nice to have a blog? lol is this what this is? well i guess its also like an online diary? lol i mean i have a diary but yeah this is easier i guess lol. also lol no one knows who i am so i can write what i think what i’m feeling..anything pretty much? yeah i don’t know what...